Gran,for the first time in 18 years I didn't visit your grave, not on Christmas Day and not on New year's Eve, I hope you can forgive me. I still miss you with every beat of my heart, I still love you and always will. You will love forever in my heart. Your pictures are in my home, my children know you, they know all about you. I promise as long as there's breath in my body, as long as my heart beats I will make sure your memory lives. Love you