Darling gran, for the first time I haven't visited your grave on your birthday. I bought flowers for you and gave them to my friend. I am trying to move on a bit. Not away from you but forward. One day I hope to move far away from here, I'm getting my life inorder so I can go with ease. I love you every bit as much as I always have, but it's time for me to stop living and longing for the past. Know I will until my dying breath love you. You are my beloved. Always and forever.