Gran it's a rainy evening, thinking of you. From your love I find the strength to go on night after night with Tim. It's relentlessly hard, he is so abusive, often cruel and always, always my beloved son who I will try to do my best for. Through my tears and misery it's the thought of your love that sustains me. Your love is so precious. Thank you Gran for all your love and know that my love for you is unending.