My Darling Gran, this week has been so long and tiring. You are always in my thoughts. Toby won best costume at school - I made his outfit and thought how you would love it. Remember when I used to make dresses for you? I'm tired of being without you, tired of living with this incredible empty space in my heart. Tired of the knowledge I will never again see you in this life. Tired, filled with longing and missing you so very much. You will always be in my thoughts and in my heart. You are in my very bones, in my blood, in my heart. Love you till the very end of time.